handing over my running shoes
Surrender – Blood In My Running Shoes | Sculptures | techniques: felting & natural dyeing | materials: merino wool | size: 36-38 women’s shoe size | production date: 2010

Some years ago I saw my pure self, my identical me, and it scared the hell out of me! It was so overwhelmingly intense that I paralysed, I froze up, and then I started running. I ran faster than my legs could carry, into all the dark corners I could find, to hide from this ‘mirror-me’. I ran away from my hearts deepest desire, away from ‘all my dreams come true’. I ran and ran until my feet were bleeding. Blood in my running shoes. It made me sick to my stomach!! Sick to my guts!! How could I be such a fool to run away all those times?! So I am handing in my running shoes, I am tired, I give up.


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